Saturday, September 12, 2009
the day started off with abdullah putting his feet out on the bus and causing me to trip in front of everyone.i wasn't looking at the ground because i was trying to find sana and a seat among the crowded bus. i almost fell in front of everyone and i'm just gonna end this by saying it was an utterly embarassing thing for me. -__-
the day went off pretty smoothly after that, jessica and i were chatting while having lunch and we *cough* shared some secrets. french was horrible because i didn't know what the hell the teacher was saying. it's like the teacher is speaking, um, jupiter language or something.
so i was talking to a girl i sit with during math. i was just saying something about wanting a sharpener and she's askes "so do you like any guys in the class?" and i'm just like, "sorry?" with this look on my face and then she repeats it again.
"do you like any guys in the class? that kind of like?" and i totally do a double-take because seriously. i'm just jabbering on about a sharpener and she askes me that kind of question.
i didn't really answer her though, just saying um yea kind of but he's not in our class which is a total lie lmao. i didn't feel like i trust her enough. and then i'm like what about you and she changes the topic completely saying she's a nerd which i told her she wasn't. -__- lol oh well.
that pretty much sums my whole day up and i got tons of homework. i never go a day without homework and that's just sad. i'm getting used to my schedule and classes and my teachers are all really nice.
all is (mostly) good except that this ditching thing is getting too much. i thought promises were meant to be kept. i thought having new friends didn't mean that your old ones were history.
change is good, i believe it is, but too much of it is just scary.
-ash
