Sunday, September 27, 2009
This is my warning to someone :Don't . Push . Your . Luck
Okay byes :D
I am very fed up :D
Qianruu
Friday, September 18, 2009
hellooo.im really tired + cold right now so i'll post tomorrow.
getting used to the schedule and homelands :)
-ash
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Hi :DToday, when I woke up there was 10 messages !! LOl. Creepy . Well, I could've replied to them yesterday (12/09)but if I DID reply, today I won't have my phone :D 'Cos it means , parents will confiscate my phone.
Then I took my own sweet time to reply, while lying on 2 pillows. Yes, 2 !!! Not just using my head though. Then I sneezed while replying, which made it harder -_- . Well, I WOKE UP ON 7:30 am . lols. shock? Me too ! I fell off the bed. And i could only fall back asleep at 8:30. Then I woke up again at 10:45 :D
Now, my watch says it's 11:17:54 :D Okay okay ~~~
I'm really getting sicker day by day .
QianRu
Saturday, September 12, 2009
the day started off with abdullah putting his feet out on the bus and causing me to trip in front of everyone.i wasn't looking at the ground because i was trying to find sana and a seat among the crowded bus. i almost fell in front of everyone and i'm just gonna end this by saying it was an utterly embarassing thing for me. -__-
the day went off pretty smoothly after that, jessica and i were chatting while having lunch and we *cough* shared some secrets. french was horrible because i didn't know what the hell the teacher was saying. it's like the teacher is speaking, um, jupiter language or something.
so i was talking to a girl i sit with during math. i was just saying something about wanting a sharpener and she's askes "so do you like any guys in the class?" and i'm just like, "sorry?" with this look on my face and then she repeats it again.
"do you like any guys in the class? that kind of like?" and i totally do a double-take because seriously. i'm just jabbering on about a sharpener and she askes me that kind of question.
i didn't really answer her though, just saying um yea kind of but he's not in our class which is a total lie lmao. i didn't feel like i trust her enough. and then i'm like what about you and she changes the topic completely saying she's a nerd which i told her she wasn't. -__- lol oh well.
that pretty much sums my whole day up and i got tons of homework. i never go a day without homework and that's just sad. i'm getting used to my schedule and classes and my teachers are all really nice.
all is (mostly) good except that this ditching thing is getting too much. i thought promises were meant to be kept. i thought having new friends didn't mean that your old ones were history.
change is good, i believe it is, but too much of it is just scary.
-ash
Thursday, September 10, 2009
i try to pretend it doesn't affect me, i try to pretend i don't care - but do you know i have feelings too? and they get hurt. i would walk down the hallways thinking i'm not good enough, thinking that no one cares, thinking that i'm worthless. i try to be nice, i really try, and if i haven't did anything bad or mean to you, then DON'T judge me. if you're doing it because i'm asian, then well, you're a really sad person.i'm not ashamed of what i am, who i am, and where i came from. i've told people when they ask me, "which country do you come from?", singapore. they think it's a state in china or something. i've lost count of times i tried explaining where it was exactly. "yes, it's in asia, it's beside malaysia, do you know where malaysia is?"
i don't deny that sometimes, just sometimes, i wish i was white. white people have it so much easier, don't they - their parents give them so much freedom, grades don't matter, you don't have to worry about fitting in. not for me. not for me.
i hate being used too - did i tell you about that? so your friend's hanging with you, but bam, her ol friend she hasn't seen in ages appears and there your friend goes, ditching you without a word and running along with her new friend. and then, when her new friend ditches her, she comes back to you acting like nothing has happened. oh god. why can't people have more pride?
sorry i just had to rant. god. middle school has way too much drama then i can handle.
-ash
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
HI. QIANRU IS BLOGGING. NICE? ;DOkay.I am finally level 60 yesterday in Maple :D Muaple . Yesh, MU-aple :D . Read : Mu-apple . Yes.
GS2 is always flooded. But, yesterday a guy stroke up a deal for selling the map to me. Guess what he offered? 1k mesos. LOL!!
Guess what? I'm getting richer, but not as rich as Wp's last-updated-123million . I've only like .. Err .. Umm, accurate 55,525,602 ): OMG. FORGET TO PASS WP MY LION'S FANG. LOLS. This is what Wp and Ruru concluded :
Free Market People are kisiao because they BASICALLY BUY EVERYTHING. Including below average :D
I sold almost all my warrior eqs! :DDDDDD And ppl keep buying . Wa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha .. So, money might roll in till 12 Sept !
QIANRU IS BROKE . BYE.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
so it suddenly dawned on me.. i'm going back to school.yesterday i was all 'yea-fine-school-no-big-deal' but today its like 'holy-shit-i'm-going-back!!!'
okay well wish me luck.
-ash
hahaha qianru i didn't even know that a word like ubiquitous existed. lol
school tomorrow.
i don't know what to say.
-ash
school tomorrow.
i don't know what to say.
-ash
Monday, September 7, 2009
HI AGAIN :DLOLS. I TOTALLY LOVE THE MV AT http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gZD26G38dc . It's indeed interesting. Even got pelvic move + boob touching.
Well, I HATE PQ. I played Remnants of the Goddess , earned me 60% BUT . Those leadeR? Sheesh. The first leader I had, A TOTAL "i-know-how" . We did in sequence and no problem. even completed within 33 mins.
The 2nd leader? SHEESH. HE THINK HE VERY BIG? TAKE MY POWER ELIXIR THEN SAY 10 POWER ELIXIR FOR 10 PAGES. WALAO? SOMEMORE HOR, HE DUNNO HOW TO DO DE LO. ZZZ . Sheesh sheesh sheesh. The ppl are all soooo weird. Anw, that fucking bastard , keep on tell me RAGE him. Wth? You use steely need me rage ya ? -.-
I don't get ppl. No need rage also tell me do rage. You think I rich?
Sorryy ah wp ): Forgot to close shop. Rmb go see !
Abracadabra x3
Qianru
Hi. Ohmygod. ASHLEY I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING FOR O-M-G-SO-LONG PERIOD OF TIME. X___X I'm not really busy :X Just that, Mrs Fong basically stuff me with A LOT OF EXAM PAPERS. And today, I asked her for the pronounciation for "ubiquitous" , and she dunno! YAY !! FINALLY!! And, I LOVE 브라운아이드걸스 - Abracadabra OMG VERY NICE. watch : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gZD26G38dc
Okay. Since I've nothing to say, I shall type .
BYE.
RURU
Okay. Since I've nothing to say, I shall type .
BYE.
RURU
2 more days to school.
i'm surprising calm. maybe it's because there are some other stuff bugging me, and school is way down on my worry list. i hate worrying. maybe the back-to-school jitters will start tomorrow. maybe it won't. who knows?
my face was perfectly fine during the hols and now i've got a hugeass zit on my cheek. just when school's startin' too. what is this? i hate myself.
i wonder where's qianru. haven't seen her post in long. busy with school, i'm guessing.
-ash
i'm surprising calm. maybe it's because there are some other stuff bugging me, and school is way down on my worry list. i hate worrying. maybe the back-to-school jitters will start tomorrow. maybe it won't. who knows?
my face was perfectly fine during the hols and now i've got a hugeass zit on my cheek. just when school's startin' too. what is this? i hate myself.
i wonder where's qianru. haven't seen her post in long. busy with school, i'm guessing.
-ash
Thursday, September 3, 2009
| You Are Lemon Iced Tea |
![]() You are refreshingly honest and real. You believe that life is simple, and that's good enough for you. You are confident and self-assured. You present yourself truthfully - you don't have anything to hide. If you could ask anything, it would be that people lighten up and start acting real. Phoniness really turns you off. You think the world would be a better place if we just accepted each other... flaws and all. |
What Flavor Iced Tea Are You?
You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal |
![]() You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing. You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere. And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile. You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about. You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid. Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen. Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows." |
| You Are Fruit Flavored Gum |
![]() You are quirky and independent. You don't tend to follow any one style or rule book. You are a mix and match type of person, and you draw inspiration from many sources. While you're definitely a bit unusual, you get along well with other people. You're eager to welcome anyone into your world. You are not judgmental at all. You form close bonds with your friends, and your relationships tend to be very secure. You hold firm to your beliefs and values, and you don't let anyone talk you into compromising them. |
What Flavor Gum Are You?
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EDIT:
SAW THE CLASS LISTS @ HOMELANDS, I'M IN THE SAME CLASS W/ DENAI!! :)
kinda happy kinda not, i wish sana was in the same class as me too, but that's just me being greedy, so i should just be grateful at least someone i know is in my homeroom.
no guys from last year woohoooo.
EDIT:
SAW THE CLASS LISTS @ HOMELANDS, I'M IN THE SAME CLASS W/ DENAI!! :)
kinda happy kinda not, i wish sana was in the same class as me too, but that's just me being greedy, so i should just be grateful at least someone i know is in my homeroom.
no guys from last year woohoooo.
i hope janeal's fine with her class..
-ash
-ash




